Today I was doing alot of reflecting on my life and "who" I am. I could say that it was because of the coming of the New Year and the time of New Years Resolutions. I could. But a little voice would be whispering in my ear, "That's not iiii'ttt!".
It's like this. The day before Christmas my poor daughter, the mother of 5 children, pregnant with another, was trying to get ready for Christmas day, wrap presents. Get the family ready to come to my house for Christmas, deal with my mother, (they live with her!). And still take care of a very rambunctious 2 yr old. And she developed the flu. And she persevered. By Christmas morning she was much better, had things in hand ....and her husband had the flu. But Tom...well...Tom is definitely a trooper. He never complained. He helped his wife at every turn. Even had a bite of Christmas dinner. He made sure that in every way possible Christmas day would be wonderful for his children. He's a good father. Went home after and was sick as a dog!...
And then I got the flu! OMG is an understatement! Sick for 2 1/2 days. Missed 2 days of work. I'm much better today thank you very much. Now the honey has it. Poor thing. I believe he may be sicker than I was. Where am I going with this? Well, back to the whole reflecting thing.I was finally out of the house after my malaise and the day was just so beautiful! I could not believe how nice it was for so late in December! And I found myself thanking God. I just was so overwhelmed with gratitude for the blessings my family has had this year. I realize there are also many hardships ahead, but I am just so GRATEFUL for the blessings he has put upon us. Right then and there...at that moment of realization, I knew what my resolution for the New Year would be. Was it that I would start putting God first as it should be? Yes...and no. Was it that I would visit my mother more and be more understanding of her? Yes....and no. Was it that I would devote more of myself to my family? Yes...and no. Was it that I would be more honest in my day to day? Yes...and no. Was it that I would finally start eating better, working out more, taking better care of myself??? Yes....and no.
My New Years Resolution....I'm going to lighten up. Yep....it's that simple...lighten up...the rest will follow.
So to all of you that have happened upon this blog...taken the time to read it thru.
Happy New Year! And may you lighten up too!
God Bless You All!






